I want to enjoy where I am right now rather than wish I knew what lied ahead. I want to love the questions themselves, like the anticipation you get right before opening a gift. Like the feeling you have while awaiting an expected trip to a new city. Instead, I find myself struggling with impatience and anxiety in all that is unresolved and is yet to be seen. I know that as I begin to live these questions, I will, without even realizing it, begin to experience the answers. But, in the mean time, will I continue to let the fear linger and consequently hinder any growth in the process? Or will I choose to let go and be willing to accept what God has in store for me? Will I choose to embrace the beginnings?

“Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of it’s own.”

Matthew 6:33-34